MESS-enger

I am sure many ppl suffer from this guilt. Don't know why I feel very comfortable to speak over messenger rather on face. It's not somebody else, it's my own friends, my own cousins, I know speaking face to face always adds that vital value to the matter but even then I prefer sharing certain things over messenger. I know there is something wrong whenever I do that, a missing connection, a crack in the chain of trust. I curse myself for doing it, I am gr8 at shedding my opinions whenever it's over messenger, but when it comes to face to face I have always held myself back. May be I fear that it might all look artificial, or too formal, May be I am being very indecisive. Hope I will be up against this soon before its too late.

Miscon(per)ceptions

One of my friends often keeps teasing me, she says "my thoughts seldom revolve around matters other than girls and marriage". This is not true, I try something and i end up doing something else. This is what happens when you are not clear about matters you are talking or if you don't know how to convey your views properly. You will have to agree with me that one cannot spit out his mind on certain matters to everybody else. It takes some comfort level with someone to speak certain matters. By this doesn't mean that my thoughts always spin around girls and marriage. It's just that i feel comfortable speaking those matters with her and incidentally whenever i speak to her, may be i emphasize more on that topic which might have lead her to conclude with this perception. Even now i am not sure i have spoken everything which i intended to. It's very hard to create a new image for me in her eyes, but nevertheless i am least bothered, after all it's my life.