Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Of good music and a Cup of Coffee

It's a wonderful feeling to have a break after long time. Having said that there is hardly any critical work or any major releases, small things are the ones which give immense pleasure. Sleeping for a bit longer knowing that nobody to whip my ass at office, read the newspaper completely, have breakfast watching TV with no hurry, singing loudly while riding to office, finding latest songs uploaded in the websites, it's a different feeling altogether. With no critical work or deadline, sipping a cup of coffee with headphones on is like heaven at my footstep.

Losing a Parent

Its a nightmare to lose a parent at an early age; a dark phase of life which haunts forever but sadly its inevitable except for some lucky fellas whose parents see through it or in other words reach a ripe old age before they die. Very recently one of my friends lost her mom which came as a real head reeler for all of us (We are a group of friends who are very close to his family). Having finished her contract here, she journeyed to another world for another phase. Having completed our studies just out of college struggling to find a job, she was the one who used to fill confidence in us, we have lost a source of confidence. She was the one who used to inspire us with her simplicity and a down to earth personality, we have lost a source of inspiration. She was the one who used to treat us like her own children, we have lost a mother figure. When she was alive we could not tell her how much she means to us, Thank you aunty, thanx for being with us in our thick times. You have become a constant visitor among the random thoughts. Even though the crater created in our hearts cannot be mend, hope the sweet moments spent with u gives us strength in our walk of life.

First step is the Hardest

After craving to write for so many days here i am, trying to give some shape to my thoughts in words (trying to scrap some crap). I know that i have no right to scare people but god forbid AMEN ;-)