MESS-enger

I am sure many ppl suffer from this guilt. Don't know why I feel very comfortable to speak over messenger rather on face. It's not somebody else, it's my own friends, my own cousins, I know speaking face to face always adds that vital value to the matter but even then I prefer sharing certain things over messenger. I know there is something wrong whenever I do that, a missing connection, a crack in the chain of trust. I curse myself for doing it, I am gr8 at shedding my opinions whenever it's over messenger, but when it comes to face to face I have always held myself back. May be I fear that it might all look artificial, or too formal, May be I am being very indecisive. Hope I will be up against this soon before its too late.